Friday, December 23, 2011
There are times when you don't feel good yet you simply can't pin down what you don't feel good about. There are tons of things that came to mind that worries me.
I tried to let it all go and put it all aside and just focus on the present but it's so much easier said than done and I'm making the effort to. And honestly, when all else fails, it's always yourself to be blame.
When you gain some, you lose some.
There's no one position where you could keep gaining. No matter how talented you can be.
Therefore, there's nothing really to regret. I may have lost a certain part of the past that I've been so used to.
That I've been so comfortable with. That I've come to love so much.
It's quite disheartening when I think about it. Yet, everyone needs to move on.
And moving on is something that I have to look at.
It's sad to just witness by the sideline. But I'm fortunate enough to be able to gain something in return as well.
It's killing me to know that I wouldn't get anything out of this.
But I can't help it. When it comes, it comes. And as much as I hate it when it comes.
But these are those little memories that will be carried with me throughout my entire life.
Hoping for the best. Keeping my faith up......
Finally, pulling both sides of my lips.
And smile.... :)
posted by Shawny. @ 2:48 AM,
